Is this SILENCE is forever??

Sometimes, the choices are not that easy, but still decisions have to be made... This is for a friend of mine..

As I sat in my balcony

A tear trickled down my cheeks,

I looked up and asked him "Why me?"

I felt hapless, hopeless, scared and forlorn

For the pain was too much to bear

More than a cut or a wound would have caused

That night, I slept with tears in my eyes

Remembering the sentences you spoke, my friend

Each and every word chilled me to my bones, tearing me apart

For I knew-

You are not returning back,

I am talking to you no more,

I have lost my friend forever.

I couldn't help, I couldn't tell you-why, why i did,

For sometimes its hard to make others understand one's actions

For sometimes the circumstances around compel one to make a decision

I did the same, just that it wasn't easy for me, choosing between my priorities

And I chose to let you go for a better good in my sense

I chose to remain silent to avoid the scream

And as I look back, I don't regret but just wonder

Wonder-

Will you ever come to know the reason?

Will you ever come back?

Will this silence between us ever be broken?